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"If we deny love that is given to us, if we refuse to give love because we fear pain or loss, then our lives will be empty, our loss greater" - (Quoted from those who have said this gazillions of times)

An attemptful response to that:

"It's a sad fact of life, that people who professionally preach love and understanding, talking and listening, being good towards each other, are often the ones who would act most fiercely against their own 'sermons', when they are personally affected by the very same situations their clients are in. How can you then take the professional advice of such people seriously?"

~i still love u~ i still want u~ i still need u in my life, in my life~
(it's still u *wink*)

SEASON 2!!!

Updates!!! The O.C. Season 2 has officially began in the U.S.! So get Downloading for those who just can't wait to see what happens to Marissa, Ryan, Seth, Kirsten and the gang. But for those who i know that are specifically IMPATIENT u guys can go to the O.C. Forum or the Fox official site for spoilers on Season 2! Huuhuhuhhu O.C. BATUs!!!!!!

Pessimistic view on Love?

Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life...You give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like 'maybe we should be just friends' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love.

-interesting aint it-

~Dalam diam jiwaku telah terluka memilikimu~ Karna ku takkan bisa tuk selamanya jadi cintamu ~Sesungguhnya hanya dirimu, tapi mereka tak mengerti ~Dan menentang cintaku denganmu~ Ku tlah menyerah slamanya dan mengakhiri kisah kita~ Meski air mata membunuhku~ Ku memng pecundang sejati yang tak sanggup perjuangkan cinta ~Maafkan semua cintaku, ku meninggalkanmu~ Janganlah kau tanyakan tentang janjiku yang pernah terucap ~ karna semua tlah nyata kini diriku mengingkari~
*My forbidden angel: Miss ya*

Love connected to a Bus ride?

Love is like waiting for a bus. When the bus comes, you look at it and you say to yourself "eeee... panuh jua.. nda dapat duduk eh.., I'll wait for the next one." So you let the bus go and wait for the second bus. Then the second bus comes, you look at it and you say, "eeee...this bus is so old...so shabby!" So you let the bus go and again, decide to wait for the next bus. After a while another bus comes, it's not crowded, not old but you said, "eeee... panas eh inda ada aircon ...better wait for the next one." So again you let the bus go and decide to wait for the next bus.

Then the sky started to get dark as it was getting late. You panic and jump immediately on to the next bus. It is not until much later that you found out that you had boarded the wrong bus! And you wasted your time and money just to get into the wrong one!

Even if an air conditioned bus comes, you can't ensure that the air conditioned bus won't break down or whether or not the airconditioner will be too cold for you. Wanting to get what you want is not wrong. But it wouldn't hurt to give other people a chance. If you find that the "bus" doesn't suit you just press the red button and get off the bus! Hey, who said life is fair??? The best thing to do is be observant and open-minded. If it doesn't suit you, get off. I'm sure you've had this experience before. You saw a bus coming (the bus you want of course). You flagged it but the driver acted as if he did not see you and zoomed pass you! It just wasn't meant for you!

The bottom line is, being loved is like waiting for a bus you want. Getting on the bus and appreciating the bus by giving it a chance depends totally on you. If you haven't made any choice, WALK! Walking is like being single. The good side of it is you can still choose any bus you want...the rest who couldn't afford another ride would just have to be content with the bus they rode on, ugly or not. Also, sometimes it is better to choose a bus you are already familiar with rather than to gamble with a bus that is unfamiliar to you. But then again, life wouldn't be complete without the risks involved.

But there is one bus that I failed to tell you about.- the Bus you do not have to wait for, the Bus that will stop on its own and ask you if you wish to come inside, then take you for a joy ride for the rest of your life. Hope you get to ride on that bus! :)

A very interesting way to view the people who come & go in ur lives doesnt it.. especially in terms of relationships.. *smile*

N21/19's: Ur on da right track gurl.. Glad to know ur on Bus No:19.. Kaka Xpecting wedding bells ok *hugs*
B^Yaz: U finally boarded da ryte bus.. Enjoy da ride woman.. *miss u tons* ;)
DanielBoii: Heheh.. No comment D, hop on all da busses n have fun.. *hehe*
Jenawi: Be patient.. Walk da walk.. ur bus will come.. u juz wait n see :)

"J"~: its ur turn jay~ *wink* *smile*

~Everynight on my knees I pray~Dear lord hear my plea~Don't ever let another take his love from me Or I will surely die~Heavenly, when your arms unfold me~I hear the tender upsity~ But in reality, He doesn't even know me~ Just my imagination, running away with me~