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Saturday, November 06, 2004

Pessimistic view on Love?

Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life...You give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like 'maybe we should be just friends' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love.

-interesting aint it-

~Dalam diam jiwaku telah terluka memilikimu~ Karna ku takkan bisa tuk selamanya jadi cintamu ~Sesungguhnya hanya dirimu, tapi mereka tak mengerti ~Dan menentang cintaku denganmu~ Ku tlah menyerah slamanya dan mengakhiri kisah kita~ Meski air mata membunuhku~ Ku memng pecundang sejati yang tak sanggup perjuangkan cinta ~Maafkan semua cintaku, ku meninggalkanmu~ Janganlah kau tanyakan tentang janjiku yang pernah terucap ~ karna semua tlah nyata kini diriku mengingkari~
*My forbidden angel: Miss ya*

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